tomboy's cozy little space

R I P

2008-03-01T15:07:00.002+04:00

He had some pride

He had some dignity

But somehow they managed to take it away, and leave him with none

Those who he thought they'll support him and care about him in his sickness

Are those who became harsh, heartless and cruel

How could you?

How could you insult him, curse him, and be so indifferent to him so that he is helpless?

Is it because they are still young and healthy?

No one wanted him in his illness, no one visited him, no one gave a damn

Now that he is dead, Everyone wants to be there

Everyone wants to be seenEveryone wants to attend the funeral just so people can say "you attended the funeral"

Everyone acts like they knew how he was a week ago and they gave him a glass of water when he needed one

May he rest in eternal peace, away from your hypocritical acts and your phony grieving...

You were always an uncle to me,

You were the only "Khali" I ever knew

Im sorry I wasnt in the country for you

Rest In peace

shave your exotic fruit

2007-10-14T15:30:00.000+04:00

can it get better?

sorry

2007-09-13T19:22:00.000+04:00

guys
im so sorry for being away for long, i was too busy with everything else (i realized i had a life, lol)
but i promise ill update sometimes... i hope i still have people reading, if u read this care to leave a comment (at least a blank one) so that i know i still have people coming around here.
um, my update...
I love bowling
I love Mugg & Beans
I am an idiot
AND
I started uni on full scholarship

tataz :)

whee!

2007-06-19T12:20:00.000+04:00

Girls scream,

boys shout;

dogs bark,

school's out

-W.H. David

FUCK CHEMISTRY

2007-06-01T12:44:00.001+04:00

Yes...Fuck chemistry...

He Promised...(2 of 2)

2007-05-25T22:48:00.000+04:00

She vowed to him
To love him forever
Through bright and dim
Sweet and savor

Abandon her he did
Certainly betraying her trust
And escaped from her warm heart
Into the cold arms of lust

He left her drowning
In her own tears
She gave her all to him
And all her gave her was spears

The love she wasted
Was love so pure
Honest, definite and sure
Now, the pain, she has to endure

He didn’t go blind
Or lose his ears
But lost his mind
And the reminiscence of years

He didn’t end up in a chair
Or rest in his grave
He was pitiless and unfair
To a woman so brave

She promised
He promised too
Yet we wonder
Who stayed true?

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!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY HUNDREDTH POST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She Promised...(part 1 of 2)

2007-05-24T14:51:00.000+04:00

If I lose my sight
He asked his love
Would you show me light?
And those bright stars of the night

I would cherish you
She replied
And show you the love you always knew
And give those sad eyes every color and hue

If I won’t hear you no more
He inquired
And my ears won’t be capable to explore
Would you cast me away, like they did before?

I would diminish your sorrow
She smiled to him
And be here today and tomorrow
I’ll lend you ears if you borrow

If I lose my legs, and settle in a chair
He pondered
Will I get comfort, will you be there
Will you be an answer to all my prayers?

You, my love, I will treasure
And when hope is gone
I assure you pleasure
My love is something you can measure

If I lose my life
He wept and said
Would you still be my lovely wife?
Who supported me in every struggle and strife?

I will keep you within
She promised him
For you are my soul twin
And betraying you is great sin

Next: He Promised...

I hate

2007-05-21T15:08:00.000+04:00

Dirty nails
Wet toilet seats
Spam e-mails
Processed meats

Beer bellies
Boring weirdos
Gelatin and jellies
Tight speedos

Fucked up drivers
Crowded malls
Stinky diapers
Cricket balls

Show offs, sluts
Cooked tripe
Flat butts
Stinky wipes

Too much bling
Annoying teachers
People who cant sing
Creepy creatures

Hot weather
Hypocrites
Sweaty leather
People who spit

Hairy Armpits
Ass gropers
Plastic tits
Party Poopers

Diarrhea
Headaches
Insomnia
Period Aches

:D :D :D

2007-05-01T11:52:00.000+04:00

I AM

20

TODAY!!!!!!!!!

YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

The WAZZZZAAAA commercials craze

2007-04-13T15:03:00.000+04:00

Original
Pizza guy version
The girlfriend version
Fart edit
Granny Version
Granny Version 2
Alien version
Nerd version
Filipino Version
Lego Version
Japanese Version
Worldwide version
Weed Version
Jewish version
French political version
Simpsons Version
Baby version
Puppet version
British Version
Matrix Version
Intellectual Version

my birthday list (edit)

2007-03-29T10:49:00.000+04:00

ok so i'm making one! nyah!

1.lingerie (no thongs or g-strings please, i dont fancy flossing. and oh, no padded padded PADDED bras)
2. a camera :)
3. chocolates
4. cookies
5. a good meaningful t-shirt
6. a cute stuffed toy (must be CUTE)
7. a key chain
8. BADGES!!
9. bracelets
10. necklaces
11. socks!
12. a dance (no grinding)
13. pocket tissues! (must be exceptionally cute and rare and INTERESTING)
14. lip balm (with a good seductive flavor)
15. a phone (not that i'm dyin for one, but my phone is fallin apart...honestly)
16. a song dedication

um, cant think of nothing else, will update this list later. :)

everyone wants an update!

2007-03-21T12:02:00.000+04:00

but guess what!!

i have none, i mean, i cant think of shit, this whole week has been shit-hectic and i am into organizing for my graduation after party which will take place on the 1st of May :) guess who will turn 20 on the day :) :) :)

anywez, i got all these motherfuckers, bitches, whores, pimps and others who i dont give a shit to know comming up to me complaining about the venue, the prices, the bullshit and whatever they can complain about and its gettin on my nerve especially with my periods goin on and all that, so the next person whos intending to complain will be bitch-slapped. seriously.

aaaanywez, i really want to have a worthy update but meh, u people have no patience :P

oh, by the way, can u guys guess what this dress is made of??? faa, dont tell.

goodbye Mr Abe =(

2007-03-06T20:32:00.000+04:00

leaving? so soon?
this is to inform that one of most outstanding characters in school who has been around for 19 years will be leaving us this week to another school.
he will be missed, but not forgotten, a remarkable man, really =)

ps. sabeel, u publicize this post and ama come there and whop ur damned ass (lol, kiddin, but seriously, DONT)

all good things come to an end

2007-03-04T11:34:00.000+04:00

for all those who passed away this weekend...

you will be remembered by your loved ones...

your departure wasn't easy for us all...

may you all rest in peace

fi janat elkhuld inshallah...

things to watch

2007-02-24T12:21:00.000+04:00

if ur bored, follow dem links ^^

Giraffe
music for one apartment and six drummers
power rangers spoof gangster style
David Blaine Spoof
Harry Potter
Condi Rice Raps
Bush speech
Shoes
Americans
subtitles

good riddance

2007-02-11T08:44:00.000+04:00

one habit gone...

a few more to go...

oleoleole

2007-01-30T21:19:00.000+04:00

Congratulations Emirates

The game was tight, and the referee was a real asshole, but Isma3eel Mattar did it.
Oman played good, the near-missed twice.
But ever noticed that the Host always gets the cup.
So no hard feelings, Inshallah if palyed in Oman, they will get it.
You guys always make it to the finals, and thats a grand thing.

Uprise

2007-01-25T21:35:00.000+04:00

I am the disease
I am the cure
I am the sinner
I am pure
I push through boulders
I can endure

I am the injured
I am healed
I am the open gates
With locks sealed
I am the tears
On happiness reeled

I am the broken
I am repaired
I am murdered
I am spared
I am the emotions
That never cared

I am the fallen
Now I rise
I dust off the memories
Those I despise
I hail my freedom
I hail my uprise

tagged by Absomaniac

2007-01-23T10:25:00.000+04:00

What will happen to your e-mail when you die?
no one can access it anyway, if i die, it dies with me.

Did you try once to give the password to someone? If yes, what kind of relation that you have with this person to trust him/her and give him/her the key of your secrets?
Never, i didn't find anyone to trust yet.

Your famous nickname among your Friends?
Zeezee or just Zee

Your age?
19 going on to 20.

Your horoscope?
Taurus

Your qualifications?
IGCSEs :P and Im completing my A levels

Your character "personality"?
I still did not find that out, I'll leave that to the people around me.

What travel means to you?
A long road, and an unkonown destination

What do you purchase?
Clothes and Food.

Features taken from your dad
carpentry interest, electronic interest, Hair and Height.

Features taken from your mom
Colour, some of the behaviour traits, maybe temper.

The most 6 things you hate-
Show-offs
Cockraoches
Liars
Men who don't respect their women
Alcohol
Gelatenous food

The most 6 things you love-
My family, especially my dad.
My fortunate life
My Sister Chia
My Intellectual power or what ever is left from it.
My Feminine gender.
Friends, true friends

What computer and internet mean to you
A blessing, yet a curse.

You would like to pass this tag to:-
Dilini, Hysum, Wakshi, Faa, 3anooda, Snooky, Solidus, Senor Fuzz,Mysterious and Red Dragon.

i miss

2007-01-20T20:20:00.000+04:00

the beach
running around
scabs
innocent laughter
cartoons
board games
sibling rivalries
icecream
roasted peanuts
swings
see saws
lego
pofak
suntop
dirty socks
dresses
trampoline
crying
story books
spinning
nintendo
space invaders
puppies
gardens
fruit salad
double beds
ali bahar music
road trips
mountains
.
.
.
.
.
my past

my liberation...

2007-01-08T11:49:00.000+04:00

Oh well, here it is, my single phase…
Personally I never imagined much of being where I am, I’m quite surprised myself, but it doesn’t matter… I lost nothing and I’m not feeling lost either.
Wasted 3 long years with the bastard, endured the emotional stress of long distance relationships, swallowed my depressions, and kept the “I miss yous” to myself. Even worse, I turned down such good people I came across.
I had to act normal about it, I had to pretend I was happy, knowing that in the end all those promises (lies) he made will be fulfilled, for what?
But the worst thing he did was the very pathetic lie he made up just to avoid me, he should’ve just faced me and said it to my face, this proves he wasn’t man enough to say it. So what does he do?
He tells me about his “big accident” and how he is in “hospital”. If he only stopped to think for a second that that excuse wouldn’t be such a good idea to tell a girl whose own father hasn’t walked a step for 11 years for the same reason.
He got me worried for sometime, but then again, the whole plot proves him stupid, I seen his car plus people talk in Oman, how sad was he to forget that Omanis know everything about everybody else?
So I leave him, 3 years can fuck off. And oh, it feels so good, a large load off my back.

Mr, you aren’t only ignorant, you are pathetic, I pity you. And I just want to see you one more time, so I could spit on your face and laugh at you. And by the way, the new guy I met… was standing right beside your car that night.

ORANGE JUICE AND CIGARRETTES!!!
Liberation at last.

news

2007-01-04T21:21:00.000+04:00

rest in peace Saddam Hussein
cigarettes and orange juice rocks
i'm single now! :D after 3 years of chains and locks
happy new years all of you
might pierce my ears this year
kfc in oman rocks
i love the beach
i need a thicker jumper

pics of the week

2006-12-21T20:40:00.000+04:00

a beautiful sunrise, i loved every bit of it, its breath-taking.
the high quality of school really shows as fees increase by 35%.
muffins! you guys want me to bake more?
read this really fast, found it on a tissue vending machine in City Centre toilets.
also found in City Centre, on the taxi line.

aiaiaiaiaiai!!!!!

2006-12-16T14:14:00.000+04:00

omg! i got it! woohhoooooo! :D:D:D
i love myself!

um, news in pictures

2006-12-15T21:09:00.000+04:00

my side of the room before repainting...

and after... :( :(

guess whos visiting me :(

people want to go see happy feet, ama show you my happy toes!!

aaight den! tagged!

2006-12-14T14:59:00.000+04:00

tagged by rakshi!!!!!
"list every single nickname and its variation that u have EVER been called in your ENTIRE life"

here goes:
-zeezee
-zuzu
-zebra
-yana
-zee
-thora (bull) banana
-zay
-yanana
-kijiti (stick)
-zarafa (girrafe)
-abood :p
-tomboy!!!
.....erm, anymore???

i tag red dragon, 3anooda, absomaniac, mysterious, snooky, solidus, invisible128, m-pac and kaza

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check this out, they are protecting a bin, and there was no rain anyways....

a story

2006-12-10T12:50:00.000+04:00

the ladies and i composed a nice story today in a space of 3 hours, each one of us had to contribute 3 words at a time,so i color coded it.
me
sarah
vianca
dilini
lakmali
fazlin
fathima fz.
fathima ft.
pooja

here goes:
one bright day, i didnt understand, "no way man!" i told her "work it out" and the rabbit ate my sock died from radiation, and choked on my nostril hair. the forsenic scientist whos name was something that rhymed with blue potato, the clueless tomato.
we are sooooo ugly, yet we bother with mascara and paint our armpit hair with cottage cheese. hope is lost and bird poo fly so high, without any wings, luckily elephants cant eat spicy sushi or bluetit meat or tango with Mrs Hippo Telsa but farts come far to quick than bums allow to regulate the funnel flow of electrolytic energetic residue from copper shits.
Only in cambridge, you will find there is poo-never in arses. but only in Africa eat bananas, what on earth??!!?, Africa rocks on!!! Die pigeon DIE!!!
The clown naked yet wearing a funky hat of tadpole toes which shrivelled and fried the chicken of Italy that died, had commited suicide.
"Pick that up!" little Johnny said.
Confussed man leave, where is this, confuzzled i am.
GODDAMNIT MAKE SENSE!!
was lost because my ass hurts, coz she bit my stupid dog on the toiletpot but then they turn me on like cocky semion , whos totally HOT, like a fish. you wish because I was so late for class.
I have pee, stuck in me, but he's hot, like hot piss!!
kiss kiss ummm, Nelson Mandela please, does not pee without a pie.
Oh yeah please, Osman baby YEAH! Then after nine bang bang bangs, a baby came.
Ok stop now, its time for: DISCO PARTY YEAH!!!
Flash forward......10 years.

THE END

so, u like it??? we are waiting for fanmail, booksigning will be in Kuria Muria supermarket Muscat on tuesday evening. :D:D

ehem

2006-12-03T14:15:00.000+04:00

A little poem to you...

I loved you for who you are
I need not know your past
I need not know the history
If I did, I would ask
And satisfy my curiosity

my rant, my confession

2006-12-01T21:50:00.000+04:00

no one can be trusted.
My heart was dark and stained, now its plain black.
I thought things would change to better.
little fickle things can be lovely at times.

fuckers

I envy you.

PS. i didnt fucking ask!

happy national day!!!

2006-12-01T16:49:00.000+04:00

may you all have fun!!!

a week later!!!

2006-11-23T22:22:00.000+04:00

weird ass sweet found with my brother.

my niece n nephew are here!!! all the way from Germany!

latest family member

im done with it, fantastic details on the other side but the only photo available has my face
i cleaned up the world! (and no, ill not rotate the photo)

tattoo!!

2006-11-15T21:18:00.000+04:00

check this out!!!
what was this guy thinking???

my pillar (in progress)

2006-11-09T15:16:00.000+04:00

so at last i was given a pillar to paint and express myself (although the administration wanted me to take it off coz it looks like graffiti, but i wont! go die!) drawing my base plan
le paint!
filling in my symbols
and my hill tops
and my little man
and... oh, the side :D
side of the pillar after 1 hour. this took so much time, and it was frustrating!

the parachute and the sun

end of the day, spent three hours on this shit

the sky background looks crappy, thats because its just a base coat, but thats no excuse, i think my work is the crappiest among all others (except the fruity 1, sorry whoever drew that)

my final piece will be posted soon :)

have a nice week all

--chocolate--

2006-11-04T22:04:00.000+04:00

Chocolate (06-05-06)
Ah chocolate
Could there be anything like you
Any flavor in this universe
Any taste, texture or hue
Ah chocolate
Could there be any other indulgence
An aphrodisiac, an addicting love at first glance
Ah chocolate
Let it melt smoothly on my tongue
Let me melt away with it like a love song
Ah chocolate
Fill me with ecstasy, joy and happiness
With all your nuts, chips and creaminess
Ah chocolate
Be white, milky, in pieces or bar
For it is your tenderness that makes me reach the highest star

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. is it me or is chocolate the other face of sexual desires?

oman!!!

2006-10-28T20:25:00.000+04:00

i present to you a few pictures from my trip to oman.

sunrise at granma's place.
me and the stick. lol.
my cousin broke his leg, so eid wasn't much fun for him.
my cousin showing off her dress.
starbucks was my main meal, man! the guys who work there are cute!
i really liked this starbucks branch in shatti, so mesmerizing.
it rained on the way back home.

these are not all the pics i took in oman but i put on the ones that didnt include anyones face because i need permission for that. :D

ehhh???

2006-10-23T14:30:00.000+04:00

now what the fuck is this???

meh

2006-10-22T16:18:00.000+04:00

some guy who "read" my palm last night told me that:
1.i'm not a jealous person
2.i'm not going to get married by any relative
3. i have no sex appeal

personally i dont believe all this crap, but meh!

wish u all a

HAPPY EID!!!!!!!!!

Rejoice

2006-10-20T22:49:00.000+04:00

My 17 year cousin in Tanzania who was kidnapped 5 days ago has been returned home without paying the appx. 160, 000 dhs.

I thank you Allah for saving her and keeping her alive and bringing her back home.
I thank the family and friends for praying for her in Tanzania and Oman.
I thank all the people who comforted her mother in this time.
I thank the Dar E Salam police force for working on the case.
I finally thank the kidnappers for realeasing her and giving up the ransom.

Cousin A. i know you must have gone through a lot, and now you can spend your Eid with our family.

get well soon fuzz

2006-10-19T18:44:00.000+04:00

may we all wish for senor fuzz to get well soon as he dislocated his hand today in an act of stupidity.

get well soon fuzz fuzz. we care

Sin!

2006-10-17T21:52:00.000+04:00

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! sin sin sin sin sin!

another tag!!

2006-10-13T12:41:00.000+04:00

tagged by 3anooda

she wanted to see my desktop!
and i want to see yours!

Its simple all u need to do is downsize all running programs or windows. Then press the "PrtSc" (Print Screen) button on ur keyboard. Then go your start menu and select "Run". Type "mspaint" and when it opens then click on edit paste or "Ctrl+V".

Save the document and then attach it to your post in ur blog.

and i tag:
wakshi, dilini, hysum ,sanaa, senor fuzz, red dragon, dwikie and sabeel.

too much drama

2006-10-11T13:45:00.000+04:00

i might have too much drama in my life now. but the real drama lies in the drama room!

le drama chamber.

the shoes!!! where art thy shoes???

erm...and the hands!

photos of the day

2006-10-10T13:47:00.000+04:00

tash has been telling us about our love life using a deck of cards,

um, mines not, erm, bad.

we have projectors and sensor pens to replace whiteboards, the math teacher had a hard time drawing a graph, so i did it, and added happiness!

they wanted a fish to represent each student in class,

meet my shark!

free

2006-10-08T22:52:00.000+04:00

Free… (09-05-05)

I’m free, oh yes I am free
Like a bird into the blue skies
Out of the golden cage I flee
To the freedom which I would never despise

I’m free and gained my wings back
I have discovered all my aims
On a straight forward, clear track
Away from misery, anger and flames

I’m free as a newborn
Devoted to utter emptiness
The restrictions and boundaries I have torn
And here I am, in intense happiness

I’m free, I broke my chains
No bars or borders to lock me in
Laughter runs through my veins
Never imagined I could win

I’m free…

ok, i'm not

random photos

2006-10-07T15:04:00.000+04:00

a few random photos

Japanese penguin tissues!

my latest badge! sizzlin!

chess is the in thing for the grade 13s!

the rose that confused everyone! someone stole it by the end of the day. :(

a very useful fire hydrant! found by me and fuzz on Sheikh Zayed Road!

wakshi! check out my new post its!!!!!!

Tagged

2006-10-06T14:23:00.000+04:00

Tagged by Wakshi!

I am thinking about...
seeing azmi this evening and if my chocolate muffins will be ok.

I said...
life is beautiful, and was told to shut up about it by fuzz.

I want to...
love and be loved.

I wish...
I could fly.

I miss...
him and her.

I hear...
the story of Isra and Mi3raj, irrigation system outside, my fingertips hitting the keys as I type.

I wonder...
if my sister is in fowl mood at the moment, if me typing annoys mum (whos trying to nap on the sofa).

I regret...
my stupid mistakes, and my irrational decisions.

I am...
lazy, worried about school, annoyed, hungry.

I dance...
in any empty room in the science block.

I sing...
in the car with my sister, away from critics :P.

I cry...
when i feel weak and helpless.

I am not always...
nice.

I write...
for relief and comfort. for the future.

I confuse...
people i like.

I need...
a hug. a cheesecake slice.

I should try...
not to fall for the wrong people.

I finish...
typing this blog.

I tag...
mysterious, red dragon, dwikie and kaza (IF)

success!

2006-10-02T13:51:00.000+04:00

success!
yet the ceremony was shit, so unorganized and messy. unlike last year.
the badges are not magnetic, they have a stupid pin.
and they got my family name wrong, they put my dad's name instead.
oh well.
all in all, its ok. i got the certificate :).

Dont lie and moody music

2006-09-28T20:16:00.000+04:00

Don’t Lie (28 September 2006)

Don’t lie
If you will just pass by
Just do it
I won’t cry

Don’t lie
If you’ll drop me after lifting me high
Just do it
I won’t ask why

Don’t lie
If you’ll abandon me and leave me to die
Just do it
I’ll say goodbye

But, promise me, I beg you
That you won’t betray it all
With a lie

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I know that most of the poems I compose these days during my free lessons (or the boring lessons at times) are all miserable, but I think the majority of my poems are depressing in all cases. Actually I express my sorrow, worries and anxiety through poetry, at times I cry while writing (its pathetic I know) but I do get emotionally dejected while writing.
It doesn’t matter though, I do get great relief every time I complete a poem, and I get back to my blissful mood.
This week has been sort of depressing for me, it was sort of dim for me, although I didn’t react much to it and tried to move along normally. Music has – in one way or the other- played a role in controlling my moods (which was mostly in dream mode). This week’s songs that play in my head:

Sunday Morning by Maroon 5: it is a beautiful song I have to say, and it is actually a very moning-ish song, I always catch myself smiling softly to myself every time that song plays

You’re Beautiful by James Blunt: this song has a special power, I mean how many people I have only seen ONCE and wished to see again, some of them really deserve a song

Schism by Tool: this song is pure genius, wish I heard it before, before a few friends advised me to do so, the words, the tune, everything in it is so inspiring. I think I heard it before but I haven’t noticed. “cold silence has the tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion between supposed lovers”

Sexy back by Justin Timberlake: ok, no emotions there, but its fun to sing, and see the guys around you go mental.

Stoned in love by Tom Jones: ok, this song basically makes me cry at times, or I would just sing along sadly, I don’t think I’ll ever get sick of it.

Sigh, it’s the weekend ladies and gents, I hope you all enjoy it. Goodnight and good luck.

torn...

2006-09-23T17:08:00.000+04:00

this poem here was written around a year ago or so, though i do somehow find it compatible with many situations.

Torn (20-02-05)
You are the present, he is the past
Equally kind
Sacred in my mind
You are here, he is there
Equally loving
Unusual finding
You are one, he is too
Equally respectful
According to you, beautiful
You are mine, I am his
Equally wanted
Equally needed
Equally torn…

on another note:
-i'd like to wish everyone a blessed ramadhan.
-i was voted for student council :)
-i miss rakshi

back to school!

2006-09-14T20:23:00.000+04:00

so! my last academic year in school! and here goes!

i cant wake up late no more to catch up with the bus as it takes the back route, so i have to get my ass up 10 minutes earlier every morning
we have a new principle! Mr Mc Laughlin, aka Mr Mc LOLlin and Dr Phil
the school this year accepted MASSIVE amounts of grade 12s, those who got A's and those who got U's. every single idiot joined for As/A Level and they infested our area, apparently, our usual area upstairs looks like thug mansion now. I doubt some of the guys admitted even know the square root of one. There is actually a business class of 40 compared to 15 last year.

oh boy, i'm too lazy to write the rest, *snore*, perhaps another time.

May I? (edited) and more

2006-09-09T07:43:00.000+04:00

May I?
may I have your hand in mine?
hold them there to the end of time
show you how free you could be
in my world
of love, happiness and glee

May I?
may I take your heart for a ride?
release it, out and off into the wild
fragile, soft but safe and sound
buried in me...
love bound

May I?
May I swim within your mind?
spurn your pain and misery behind
let me discover your emotions
deep within
like an azure ocean

----------------------------------------
on another note:

- i was standing by the school reception last week waiting to make a call for a cab, and i noticed some teacher's CV on the desk, i took a closer look and TADA! it had this line:
occupation: English tetcher
NICE! good luck with your job, whoever you are!
-its been 5 years since 9/11, and i need to say: GODDAMIT GET OVER IT!
-school is startin tomorrow *yaaay*, and we have a new weekend, which is practically LAME! it will take time to get used to it, but it does really truly honestly suck! because for instance: my sister has an off on friday, half day on saturday, and normal workin hours on sunday, so basically: WTF!
-a student has been suspended from college, right here in dubai, for having a contreversial blog, hmmmm, wonder where i would end up if i started one talkin more about school.
-i like coffee!
-fidelity sucks.

have a nice week all, i'm taking a long break, and getting into my academic indulgance. tataz!

distance fades

2006-08-30T22:42:00.000+04:00

i know
that you
will go
for miles
across oceans
will tow
treasure caskets
will flow
with rivers
will soar
the skies
will plough
the fields
will mow
the meadows
will explore
the continents

for me

but i
won't stay
i shall
betray
and will have
to say
that you should
go away
i chose
my way
it ain't
foul play
its a price
to pay
for being alone
every day
expect
dismay
for you were never there

with me

Regret Not

2006-08-29T09:13:00.000+04:00

Regret Not (06-05-06) initially written October 2005

The rage in me
Like a million hells
When you fail to see
What my sorrow tells

The anguish in me
In my veins through my heart
When I’m locked yet free
Never knew love would hurt

The happiness in me
Gradually dying away
As we fail to be
What we used to say

The love in me
Hasn’t died my friend
It just had to flee
To someone god has sent

cousin quotes

2006-08-27T19:00:00.000+04:00

one of my natural highs is spending time with my cousins in oman, they are hilarious, its fun to here quotes from them, here are some:

1. at the breakfast table
uncle N: "who wants jam?"
cousin AM: "me"
uncle N: "whos peanut butter?"
cousin M: "me!"
uncle N: "you are not peanut butter, you are my son"

2. cousin A: "aaawww, dad, please don't tell me we are going to Al Fair!"
uncle N: "i wont tell you, but we are going"

3. cousin AM: "daaayumn, is that makhfi or a wall?"

4. cousin AM: "daayumn, is that a dog or a gorilla?"

5. cousin M: "when i get my car, i wont give no one a ride, ill take a two seater, and ill remove the passenger seat and place a sub woofer"

6. sister Y: "so basically during sunset prayers, we face the sunset??"

GOODNESS!!!!

2006-08-20T17:12:00.000+04:00

57.6 fuckin Kilograms!
im starting to get a double chin, and i think i am gettin flabby!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

WHO??

2006-08-12T07:00:00.000+04:00

so...
who reads my blog?
please comment so i can know...
i wont be posting until i see a satisfyig number of readers...

thankoo

a brand new look

2006-08-07T22:35:00.000+04:00

ladies and gents i present to you ...
THE NEW LOOK

yes people, as you can witness before your very own bedazzled eyes i have chosen the colour BROWN
Why?
Because im brown, i like brownies, coffee, chocolate and BBQed Beef (which are all brown)
lol

i have included a list of other blogs i'm concerned about and will add more blogs later plus i have put up a list of sites i like to visit.

i have added a picture of me too :P

aaahhh, i feel new now!

goodnight

my confessions

2006-08-06T22:40:00.000+04:00

i have slight lovehandles which i find very hard to get rid off, they sometimes dissappear but bulge out every once in a while
i get depressed when a lil acne pops on my face, i loose it completely, especially when i find it before i got out
i'm sometimes callous with people and can get quite choosy
im sort of a butter-fingered person at times
i hate just HATE it when i'm interrupted whil eating (possibilites of homicide can occur)
i like to keep my closet arranged, a habit i developed in the last two years
i sometimes admire boys who are younger than me *bashes head against the wall*
i'm a lazy person and i enjoy being inactive
i love eating, its my happiness
i have a habit of checkin the booty when passing in front on full wall mirrors or walking past shop window panes
i love commenting on people i see in the mall (but only when i'm with my sis chia)
out of every ten dishes i cook, one burns
i bite my nails
i bit my toe nails when i was 11
i can sometimes admire my cousins so much its almost a crush
i love to think and ponder, especially in bed before sleeping, there are times i think too much that my sleep flies off
i'm scared of cocroaches and hate them to the core
i hate touching public toilet door handles and always avoid it
listening to the teacher bores me to death
i dont like to be given orders
i still havent perfected the waxing techniques and i cant tolerate the pain
i always order a salad platter in restaurants when accompanied with a male because i dont want to unhinge my jaw to eat up a burger or a sandwich
i'm quite a spoilt child, maybe because im the youngest, yet im not considered spoilt with the universal standards
i always dream of shopping with my own money
i sometimes use the phrase "i know" even if i dont
i like to act like i like people sometimes, it sort of taunts guys, so sorry
i suck at babysitting
i can get so naughty sometimes without noticing myself
if i dont likeu much, ill smile at u, once u turn around, i will make a face or put up a finger, so watch it , lol
i love suckin up at teachers (recommendation letters habibi! lol)
im sometimes to lazy to take a shower
i smile in public to catch attention, not the normal smile, the one sided evil smile

thats all i can think of today,

and so to bed

goodnight

ps: abriii, i miss u wallah

another update

2006-08-03T21:49:00.000+04:00

yet another update, which is pointless...
so many days have passed without one and that would upset my fans, so i am posting a pointless update which will hopefully satisfy the readers.
important events!!!

i started 5 30 a.m walks in my neighborhood which i must admit, they are simply glorious! the sceneries are amazing, all the shades of green, i cant even describe the beauty.
mama got hit by a bicycle :(
i have been suffering a bad cough for almost a week :(
i applied for a job AT LAST
i dread the fact the results are soon out to face us

there u go, blog updated, until i get sumthin worth it

update!! tantarara

2006-07-14T14:01:00.000+04:00

a few highlights of this weeks events!

some girl i know met this guy at the ice rink who, like, hit it right off and began dating only to find out a coupla days later that he is married and has two kids, aiaiai, shock! so what do we do? we plan revenge, first of all the guy said he was 30, but these Iranian kids we befriended at the ice rink told us he was 45 and all that stuff he lied about. now knowing the fact that he hates those kids, we invited all of em to a bubblin parlour where that old hag was tryin to spend some quality time with the girl, we annoyed the shit out of him, and to top all that she left early. mwaahaha, i never laughed so hard in my life.
my friend, who thought he was a paris or something was in home centre a coupla days ago with hiss girlfriend, they are both puny teens (so you can picture the scene). so they are sitting on this sofa cuddling, only to be confronted my 2 local men who called the police and accused them of "sucking each other". i've never been so embarassed in my life!! i had to stand there inthe middle of home sister trying to resolve the problem with the security and those 2 men, i had this guy helping me out, MAN! ill never visit that branch of home centre EVER again.
my cousin left to oman after spending a looney two week vacation here, sigh, ama miss that lazy crazy girl .
my sister me cousin and i were driving along jumeira beach road when we decided to stop at a cafateria, now my sister has a yaris (not bad for a first car) , we parked at the parallel parking in front of the cafateria and honked, we made our order and we waited. this white ferrari parks in front of us and makes an order, and then this black clk parks behind us and makes an order. suprise suprise, the good cars got their food first, my sister was pissed off and started driving away towards the next cafateria, and the indian guy was running his ass off after us with his bags full of sandwiches. me and my cousin got the perfect oppurtunity to laugh hard.
my sister's colleague at the clinic is on diet, the egyptian man fasts to get the kilos off, but everytime he weighs himself, he finds himself 2 kgs heavier, why? thats because my sister places foot firmly on the weighing plate behind him, either her or another nurse. now the guy is getting depressed and all that, he can have his favourite food and he cant loose weight. so my sister gives a magical piece of advice "measure yourself 2 in the mornin" "but, why?" "what was your major?" "I.T. why?" "a scientific research proved that weighing yourself after midnight and before dawn will give you least weight" and tada!! at 2 in the morning he is light and fit.

thats all for this weeks update, im your host tomboy, join us another day, comment box is now available for your suggestions.

highschool crush

2006-07-10T22:05:00.000+04:00

High School Crush (09-07-06)

O, my high school crush
O, how you make me blush
A few days of staring
Admiring, smiling and caring
Then you fade or change
And I choose another guy from the range

this poem is dedicated to ALL my highschool crushes (cringe)

The Omani Summary

2006-07-01T15:46:00.000+04:00

i just came back from oman yesterday after having 2 weeks of eccentric fun! here's a few pointers about my visit:

i have a lotta cousins, i mean MASSIVE numbers of them, but they are all nice and unique.
damn those guys are hot.
dont go out on friday mornings, you will find nothing, maybe dust.
all new hit songs there are a month old in the other nations.
dont EVER look at a guy in the eye, EVER!
swahilis: RnB, omanis:Ali Bahar, bloushis: rock (riight, weird)
people actually applaud in the movies, nice!
Hwasna cafateria is da shit! macdonalds can kiss its ass.
Hwasna has a sandwich called "slut"
in one single outing, you will meet at least 5 people you know
nawras telecom company rules! omanmobile is puke!
do what you want but dont approach the ice rink.
walking around aimlessly in a mall is actually an all time favourite for the youth
its so nice to see omani guys filling your petrol, scanning your shopping items, and filling your water tanks.
omanis love to rap in all 3 languages (arabic, english and swahili)
you wanna screw your health? eat there...the food is oh, so tasty yet oh, so OILY
who ever you will date in muscat will always be your cousin's friend
when you cook, cook for dozen
having just 2 kids in oman is UNUSUAL
pavements are an unseen gifts
i found out what a "mulahedh" is
love road rocks!
when being chased by a dog, DONT panic
rooftops are beautiful, i spent the best times on a roof top.
omanis actually know each and every person living in a diameter of 1 km from them.
omanis know everyone.
cousins can flirt with you, yes we do have family marriages and no you cannot call it incest.

im tired and i wanna go out, cant think of anymore things to write, see u later.

oman here i come

2006-06-13T23:11:00.000+04:00

ok people im goin to oman tommorow mornin, im so excited coz this time im goin with my sister :) yay
anyways, you will hear from me when i come back inshallah, hope you all have fun

now, since i spent the last few days watching movies of channel mbc 2 lemme tell you what really annoys me.

whats up with stupid saudi song with some dork and an anoerexic bitch comin in the middle of a movie??? i dont wanna see that! i want to see my goddamn movie!!
lipton green tea! aaaaaaaaaaargh, if theres any reason i would kill in this world......aaarrrrghhh!
almost every single movie commercial starts with "a7yanan" which means sometimes.
the new closeup commercial, the chocoloco shit...please! please! please!
the guy in the nescafe mycup commercial looks like grover from sesame street
ok! the rani chunked commercial! is it me or do those orange idiots look like gigantic dildos??
the rexona commercial! omg the way that women sniff her armpit! lol!

aight thats it for now, im in a bit of a hurry

bye!

oman here i come!

addiction? anyone?

2006-06-03T16:45:00.000+04:00

ok...this is a serious case
the members of my family need rehab..
this addiction is devouring us...
COC..um..oops i mean CAFFEINE!!
its everywhere....argh! i open this 1 particular cupboard in the kitchen...the one above the dishwasher and these- ladies and gents- are all the things i listed down today from its contents:

Lipton yellow label tea (bags)
Lipton green tea (bags)
Lipton green tea with mint (bags)
Lipton camomile tea (bags)
Lipton white tea (bags)
Lipton green tea (loose)
Twinings English brekfast tea (loose)
Horun slim special herbal tea (bags)
Horum blood-lipid lowering magic tea (bags)
Royal weight loss tea (bags)
Ketapa Ltd. Safari pure tea (loose)
Ketapa Ltd. Fahari ya Kenya tea (loose)
Ketapa Ltd. Ketapa pride Kenya tea (bags)
Nescafe red mug coffee
Casino Pur Arabica ground coffee
Golden coffee special blend (ground from Burundi)
Africafe instant pure coffee

adding to that are:

2 medium jars of unknown ground coffee
1 large jar of roasted coffee beans
1 small jar of unknown herbal tea

and what is not in that cupboard

around 20 bottles of home made kombucha tea
a can of africafe ground coffee in my sister's sock drawer
a sachet of Per'l coffee with ginseng extract in my sister's closet
a sachet of nescafe 3 in 1 on the kitchen shelf

mind you! i aint complaining... but when i start getting withdrawal sypmtoms, i shall sue anyone and everyone!

tea? coffee? anyone?

we are the cham-PIONs

2006-05-26T15:58:00.000+04:00

oh yeah ...uh -huh yeah..
we rock GIGA!
we kick ass!
yo natasha! best team mate ever!
without u...we wouldnt win all those foozball games!
we defeated 2 grade 11, 2 grade 12 and 2 grade 13 guys!
knock on wood...we sizzlin!
lets keep on practising and kick more ass!
one for defence one for attack! team work baby!

man! i love foozball!
so stress relieving!

(ok...i can chill now)

teehee ...hee?

2006-05-24T22:05:00.000+04:00

omg omg omg!
i need to change my laughter :(
lately ive been victimized by tickling poking and what notes...
and uh..i have a very unusual laugh (its actually a morph of laughter and a plea)
and...ehem...the laughter...um...sounds rather..er..suggestive
some guys proposed that my voice should go to the movie(yeah...those movies) industry :(
:( meow :(

i got my face scribbled by a red whiteboard marker
:( meow again :(

i screwed up a few exams...

but most important of all...
MUST-CHANGE-LAUGHTER

me? a flirt?

2006-05-20T19:54:00.000+04:00

some coupla days ago i took these mini personality tests all around the net...
and my number 1 result of behaviour was "you are a flirt"or "seducing for fun"... not 1 test not 2, they all seem to agree on this outrageous point...
now a have the some guys i know agreeing on the same point....AAAAAARGH!
ok...
i admit...
i might behave a little irrational and "naughty" sometimes...
but i tell you people honestly ... what you intepret "naughty" is actually "childish" in my point of view...
i dont mean being a flirt...
even if i was sometimes (rare event), its absolutely for no purpose, just for the fun of it...

meow :(

ps:if that scent i use might cause some raise in testosterone levels and other stuff....do not hesitate to inform me...

twister!

2006-05-14T22:16:00.000+04:00

well...this was a crazy week indeed...
we all seem to lose our brains at this time of year... EXAMS ARE FUCKIN APPROACHIN...

anyways...

aside from all the crazy events in school like little grade 7 girls drinkin vodka in my schoolbus...
twister came around...

we got a twister mat to school today... to entertain ourselves due to stressful studyin (AS IF) it was one hell of a game... i'm not sure i wanna say this but it seemed like majority of the guys playin were gettin turned on (if not all of them)... it sorta turned into a low budget porn movie (lol...no nudity...dont worry)
some guys took advantage and started taking pictures (remind me to kill them later)
i'll just ignore all the comments popped up during the game...

finally i reached some conclusions:

dont let a guy be your spinner
opposite sex on the same mat: NO
if you really respect your friend: choose a spot away from him/her
dont play if you havent experienced yoga before

i have a physics board exam tomorrow...wish me luck...

can u check my butt!

2006-04-24T16:00:00.000+04:00

ok well not my butt!

heres what happen around a week ago....
i was in the bus on the way back home and this guy was telling me how his friend smacked his ass and that he is in pain and his butt cheeks have gone red...
i had sympathy for his agony, so just to be nice i was like "let me see"
so he laughs, i laugh...
he starts unzipping (or at least what i thought: was he was miming)
i look around then i look back
and what he did is he pulled down his TROUSERS AND BOXERS!! just to show me his BUTT!
me : EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEk ...what the fuck do you think you are doing??
him: you told me you wanted to see my butt
me: I WAS KIDDING....WHY WOULD I WANT TO SEE YOUR BUTT??
him(in a very casual manner): oh ok then...i thought you were serious...

and yes he did it again and again all week...to almost everyone

rest of the bus?
just a few giggles and smiles...oh well happens everyday in our bus doesnt it...
ill give a breif list of the different crazy things that happened in our bus later...

omg!!!

2006-04-20T21:29:00.000+04:00

omg!! how could i forget to write this????

last week when i cycled to the mall (to buy a birthday card for a friend), a young european lady with a pram happened to be crossing the road with me, we entered the mall from the same entrance...
after i've done my little shopping (a card for him and a few chocolates for me) i went to the same entrance, eventually the same lady happened to leaving too, but this time a young handsome arab man in a suit was pushing the pram for her...
i walked through the door into the parking lot before them...
as soon as the passed the doors i hear the guy saying (almost shouting) "how dare u come here!!"
i glance back and the next thing i know the man slaps the lady straight on the face!!!
she doesnt scream she just staggers and in a very calm monotonous voice she tells him to "give her the mobile"
he slaps her twice more! she repeats the same sentence in the same cold monotonous way and he slaps her! AGAIN!
i just stood there frozen, i wanted to cry, i didnt know what to do, i cant stop this guy...if he is able to slap the shit out this lady in front of a mall entrance, in front of the little toddler whos watching this whole scene from his pram, in front of those few others in the parking lot (me, a pizza guy and a driver) then he would probably slap me too if i interfere.
it was a disturbing scene...
then he held her by the arm and told her to "get in the car otherwise next thing you know you will be in the plane"...he pushed her into the car... took the kid, put him in the car....folded the pram and shoved it into the trunk before leaving in a nonchalant manner...
what still bothers me is ...
WHY?

exams approaching

2006-04-20T19:51:00.000+04:00

some of the students in a class party (note food lol!)
Well..
this academic year is ending somehow with so much stress...it wasnt that fun like last year... however it wasnt bad either... we had fun.. we had our ups and downs...trips and fun time activities (meh)... we got to meet new people...now we sweat it off into our books...i'm gonna miss all those who leave this year...and im so glad that i got to know more about some fellow classmates... i hope see most off you next year...and those of you going to university, hope you successfully reach your dreams...
i love you all!!

soccer!!

2006-04-09T21:01:00.000+04:00

OMG!!!
i played soccer today with a bunch of under 15 boys! it was so much fun and i was a child again and even though i really sucked comparing to their skill they were all cheering and giving me encouraging phrases like:
"yeah ...you can kick him!"
"its ok if you can't block with your chest"
"if he pushes you ... push him back"
There were British boys, Persian boys, Emirati boys, Lebanese, a little African and a 6 year old Aussie.
And lets not forget my classmate who pulled me into the game because her little brother was playing.
We played till dark...then we all went home...the cutest thing was...
they all expect us to come back again.

im happy :)...im a child again!

is it me?

2006-03-23T20:26:00.000+04:00

is it me or do fat people have a tedency of lying?
is it me or are all the models anoerexic and so unsexy?
is it me or is it that Dubai looks like its going to explode?

is it me or is that no one reads my blog? :(

8 things i hate about teens

2006-03-11T11:11:00.000+04:00

1. teenagers who think break-dancing is cool... they take is a big number 1 talent
2 teenagers who call themselves after rappers...50 cent Fab and god knows who
3 teenagers who use words they cant handle...baller holla yawza
4 teenagers who TRY to think that they are hot... eventually they are a horror
5 teenagers who "smoke" but cant drag a proper puff
6 teenagers who think that dating more than 6 partners in less than a month means they are super sexy
7 teenagers who think dropping out of school makes a statement
8 teenagers who brag about their sexual experiences (real and imaginary)

athletic i am

2006-02-15T18:50:00.000+04:00

Under the bright sun…I ran…below the azure sky… I ran… my black dusty reebok’s thudding on the harsh green ground… I ran… my maroon shorts and my beige tee defying the air resistance… I ran… my breath getting shorter… the finish line is there… my palms sweaty… the finish line approaches… I cross the line…
I came third in my 90 meters sprint grrrrrrrrrrrrrr…
you will receive your bronze medal shortly…
thank you sir

On the red ground I stand… looking down my next track… a pit of sand lies ahead… 2 helpers with rakes… 3 teachers with measuring tapes and marking sticks… I stride… measure my pace...sprint…large steps…my foot touches the white line and I fling myself into the air… my feet are pulled my gravity down onto the sand pit… my collision with the sand not significant… blah blah meters the teacher who marked my landing calls unto the other…
I sit in my teams’ tent waiting… my name is called to receive a medal… I jog to the presentation area… get my second medal for the day…
I came third in long jump…. Boohoo

Back to green ground…heartbeats racing my hands on the big rough rope… gripping and ungripping briskly as we all lined up in a row…Mr Abraham standing in the centre… “ready??” he calls… both teams reply… I shriek “pull” the others too… we pull as we stride back… we pull the other team… we scream as we pull…
Yes people…
We managed to kick a bit of ass…
We got second place in tug’o’war …

Last race of the day… anxious teams in their tents… we stand in our places… our breath is scarce… I look at the track… my last 100 metres… the batons are distributed… I stand on my post… a girl runs towards me…shiny red baton in hand… she is second… I stand there… adrenalin pumping… she comes closer I grab the baton…
And I SPRINT MY ASS OFF TO FIRST PLACE!!!
Pass baton to the blondie who comes after me… she runs to the next runner…. And we got fuckin first place!!!!
Four gold medals are handed out to four proud girls who did a grand finale.

Man… whatever they say…I love sports day …

im back

2006-02-08T20:11:00.000+04:00

hello... a few eccentric incidents of this week...
- i spent saturday sunday monday and most of tuesday witha squeeky voice almost scrapped off...thanks to the 16 year old kid with no license who decided it would be fun to zigzag first lane to 5th and back and to whizz in a short and sweet 15 minute ride which was supposed to take 45 minutes.
- i am being bugged by this immature guy in my schoolbus who cant stop complimenting and commenting about my backside (which is getting quite annoying actually)
-chemistry practicals involve too much ammonia these days...i think im gonna pass out in the next lab lesson (uuuughhhhh)
-i started biting my nails again... i think
- i lost it....(my mind)
-some people tryin to hook me up with strangers valentines .....NOOOO

final point

- i have overcome my stage fright today and actually gave a speech to the 6th form on how our parents are important to us (not something likely to come from me eh?)

blah

rest in peace grampa

2006-01-28T10:51:00.000+04:00

my grampa passed away this weekend :(
may his soul rest in peace inshallah.
inna lillah wa ina illeihi raji3oon.

and?

2006-01-19T22:06:00.001+04:00

This week a friend of mine has told me about his sexual encounter.
I must say this has disturbed me so much. I mean…yeah… we are good friends and all that but a person should choose the secrets to share and actually consider who you talking to. I know he trusts me, but I seriously wouldn’t share my sexual experiences with people especially with the opposite gender. It’s disrespectable. What you did is your own secret. some things cannot be shared.

People seem to forget I am partially conservative.
3eb sara7a.

new year resolution

2006-01-18T15:35:00.000+04:00

Ola people!
I was sitting with myself the other day (no I am NOT schizophrenic!) and I was thinking to myself: “ah Zee, a new year! How about a new you?” so I thought “maybe I should change something about me” so here’s what I had in mind:
1.Reduce my amount of laughter per day. But that is my personality and what makes me unique… I don’t want to change THAT! It is what I do for a living… my oxygen… my life!

2.Be less sarcastic. But then, if you are living in Dubai you have to have a weapon, either big ass muscles or big bitchy attitude to survive. I chose sarcasm instead because I am too good for gay teeny attitude. (lol). Plus I am far too skinny for body building.

3.Work out HARD. But then, that is EVERYONE’S resolution and I am certainly happy with the figure God gifted me with. The only things I wanna fix are my love handles (ugh! Just the thought of it makes me frustrated)

4.Try something new. Hey! Wait! I got new things happening to me everyday since I was born… I live an exciting live (like Tommy Lee, Mötley Crue drummer) and I don’t want things to change drastically like being abducted by an alien or something.

5.Eat healthy! But what’s the fun of living next to a Mall when you gonna eat boiled veggies day and night?

6.Go online less frequently…THINK I WILL DO THAT?

So in the end… I was like fuck it! I ain’t changing myself. But however I reached some minor resolutions…
Dress up baggy in such away to make my glutei look smaller (I got FAR too many comments last year about them) but I am not, repeat NOT going to reduce them… I like them as they are, but they are not for show! (now you people don’t go imagine something HUGE! Lol! Mine is cute^^)
Talk a little less, listen a little more, I actually started this last year, a very difficult mission but I am sticking to it.

So if there are any more resolutions you would think would suitable for me… please inform.
Salam.

a poem by me 1

2006-01-12T22:32:00.000+04:00

Give Me A Minute

give me a minute
to think of life
to think oflove
to try and strife

give me a minute
to think and think
to concentrate
to connect my links

give me a minute
to tell you all
the stories, the secrets
to break the wall

give me a minute
to recollect my mind
to bring back memories
all i could find

give me a minute
that's all i need
and i'll give you hours
of the minute seed

composed published and edited by tomboy 2005

yay..im back

2006-01-11T16:42:00.000+04:00

it has been an awfully long time since i last posted...
until i was told im nominated for the omani blog awards! :)

well...i had something to say today...

DOESNT IT ANNOY YOU...to know that your cousins are keeping you as a marriage reserve?
i m serious!
i mean they'll go around...dating who and who enjoy themselves... and every once in a while in family reunions they would flirt with you (that is one reason why i dont like family reunions) and then one day... BOOM!
just imagine...
"auntie...i really want to marry your beautiful daughter..."
mum to me: "what do you think dear?"
me: "BLEAAARGH"

oh by the way...
i wanna say eid mubarak to all
MY FIRST EID unfortunately was spent in the auditorium doing my C1 EXAM and i was pissed...

but then we went to Qd's...
its a fascinating place, its a Bar/Resataurant/Sheesha parlour all in one...and its on Dubai creek ; good view... but i was freezin :(

anyways...
the auntie of 6 is going to wash dishes now...tata

ps...i wont be posting next topic until i get at least 1 reply from previous topic...hmph!

i rest my case

2005-11-20T20:31:00.000+04:00

ok guys, girls, people, homos whatever...
the last post was sure a comment reaper but this whole thing is getting boring.
i wanna have some peace with myself now...
so uh... drop it! lol!
plus im not a meanie!
im doin a propagandist movement against no one!
i dont have a grudge against no one!
i just wanna live a natural high!

khalas
let it go let it pass
let it leave
and your turns out to be
a place where you can be

WHAT?

2005-11-15T19:40:00.000+04:00

Recently I have come across a very disturbing case in school.
A friend of mine who has moved to another school this academic year has been deliberately harassed sexually via phone messages by my ex-boyfriend (hah) which caused quite a panic in her. She is a puny petite girl and I think that what he’s doing to her is nauseating.
She complained to me, crying and scared and I texted him telling him to STOP. And all I got from him is denial, I mean, why the hell would you deny it if the girl had enough proof.
Further more…
After his dim-witted denial, he goes and threatens her with rape! The nerve!
But he has been warned, and the guy who warned him is not the one you really want to mess him. Terrified by the warning, he asks my friend to tell me that I have to apologize to him (for getting the guy involved) who me? Apologize? HAHAHAHA… you little filthy punk…you can kiss the sole of my shoe (and my ass if you get lucky) and I aint gonna apologize… BE REALISTIC!
But anyway… in all cases, I am a neutral girl, hate no one love no one (except Mr. AbriJ) and I am not interested in getting myself involved with people’s problems. And that boy better show gratitude to God that he is still a juvenile.

Any comments?
Feel free to express…
Goodnight!

catastrophe week

2005-11-12T12:19:00.000+04:00

oh dear oh my.... this weekend wasntall the fun i expected... apart from the few laughs i had... some unfortunate incidents have taken place...
1st... on wednesday night whil sittin with some friends, a friend from oman calls me around 10 to ask how i was doing ... all went good...a normal conversation...
next day i come to know he was involved in a traffic accident on the same night... lost conciousness and did not revive since then... im so sad...and extremely worried about the situation... may allah give him health inshallah.
2nd... a friend of ours recently found out that his girlfriend suffers from leukemia... fatal i know... but what to do? hopefully pray for her to get better too...
3rd... trying hard to sort things out with the significant other... will it work out? or will it just be another failure? still wondering...
now i have physics class to go to .... i will talk another day...
on the bright side.... dad got a new wheelchair :) yay...me so happy about that!...
yallah bye....
muah..
my love to all those who want it... :)

...

2005-11-10T21:26:00.000+04:00

once upon a time i fell in love...
it was my first i guess...
it was in oman... on the beach...
under the stars... and a shimmering moon looking down at us...
and we sat there...listening to the waves gently splashing on the sand... pulling back what it threw forward...
and i sighed as his armed wraped my shoulder... i felt secure... i felt happy... and nothing in the world mattered anymore... it was my young heart that pumped sweet loving blood to every limb...
and then it was gone... distance separated us...but since then... my heart still loved him... i said i didnt... but i lied... to myself before others...
and i cried...
i pushed him away ... but i cried...
because i love him...
and will love him...

and then...

2005-11-10T21:24:00.000+04:00

love ya guys

2005-11-10T14:57:00.000+04:00

i just wanna say this to all you people...
yusria natasha ahmed bashar motaz 7amada and ali...
i love you guys! you rock!

im bored

2005-10-25T08:40:00.000+04:00

im sittin in school extremely bored by my existance... why am i here?
i want to be at home in my cozy little bed dreaming about the people i havent seen for almost a year... dreaming about oman and all those who i miss...
damn... this is depressing... and i have a physics test tommorrow.. :(
i have a breathing problem and i had to buy a nebulizer so i think i wont have ant bubbles this weekend... (the thought of it pisses me off)...
ill soon be off to a nice eid holiday...
till then..
salam...

Oh yeah

2005-10-20T21:40:00.000+04:00

Oh yeah …
I got a new phone this week…a 2650 Nokia :) me very happy!
And this week another freaky event takes place…
We were peacefully bubblin (me, sis and friends) in some bubblin parlor (location not to be identified for security reasons…lol!) when one of the guys decided to tell a joke… now I was already fluff brained when the joke came out to be really funny (I wish I can tell you but it cant be typed as it wont be funny…maybe if I put it as a comic strip it would…) and I started laughin… a hearty hearty one… suddenly I realized I couldn’t stop…and it didn’t sound like a laugh no more but like retarded hiccups… everyone in the cubicle seemed to be worried…especially my sister (who admitted later that if she had some medication she would pop a pill into my mouth) I was so embarrassed yet I couldn’t stop…I had to drink water and calm myself down before it gradually faded…ugh that was the worst laugh ever…

I feel so alien :(
Sigh…
Goodnight

mum and me (dialogue)

2005-10-19T13:48:00.000+04:00

Sitting with my mum in a fine day last week when suddenly out of the blue she pops up:
“So honey how’s your boyfriend?”
My sister smirks and looks at me, I make a face (a wtf one)
“Uhh…umm…he’s pzzrtxxpttth”
“Huh?”
“He’s pzzrtxxpttth mum”
“Oh dear, you two broke up”
My sister smirks again
“Uh…yeah… but all is cool”
“So you guys are friends now…at least”
My sister giggles this time “oh no mum...she...”
“I dunno”
“Did he cheat on you?”
I laugh heartily “how am I supposed to know?”
“Awww that’s my girl”
(Uhhh… yeah sure…)
“So you have someone else in mind?”
“Uhh….I just heard dad callin”
Vavoooom….I leave the scene…

another day in life ...weird week

2005-10-17T21:39:00.000+04:00

Dear blog:

It has been a while since I last wrote here….didn’t bother much...oh well you know…days kinda getting busy n stuff like that…
Anyways… here’s the thing… I’ve broken out yet another silver cage last month…the significant thing this time was I was the second to break free (usually I'm first…rrrar).

However…I’m not all that agonized devastated or whatever… at first yeah… a little… but I surprisingly found myself back to my normal track…even a better track than usual. In fact I have a whole horde of feminists telling me I’m better off on my own, others are working as “spy n gossip” agents… and me? I’m just floating in my school subjects (failed most of them….my brain is still in holiday mood).

But the worst thing in this situation is some guys…who I thought were supportive friends were actually taking advantage (they know how soft girls go when their wings first get unclipped) of my independence. They changed my point of view towards them. Instead I clutched to my single status like grim reaper (and its gonna take a whole lotta effort to ease my grip).

Hehehe, I just remembered a peculiar incident which happened coupla weeks ago. We (sister, friends, pals. Whatever) went bubbling, and 3 new guys joined us (welcome to sociable Dubai) and we were all chit chatting and having a nice time, when 2 of them got up to get something or whatever. Eventually when they resumed their seats (on a big 6 seater sofa which I happened to be sitting on too) they were squeezed to each other with their booby chubby friend… so I told the first guy in the row to move up (occupy the vast vacancy next to me) for I had about 2 seats free. So he moves so closed up to my nose and whispers (and he was a hell of a fast talker….to make it worst he was speaking Arabic) “look…I just want you to understand that I’m not ready for a commitment, I’m not interested in dating and blah blah blabbity blah” and I just had a big question mark on my face… coz I didn’t grasp what was he intending to say until like a looooong time later…I was just likeK..Confused. DID I LIKE OFFER YOU A LAP DANCE??????????
Asshole…loool

Other un-important recent events this week:

I jabbed 3 guys with a screwdriver last week in my school bus for taking unauthorized videos of me bullying a pesky 11 year old.
Boosted up my ego for narcissi purposes.
Remembered my mis-treatment to Ahmed and cried to myself (guilt)
Got cute panties J
Heard about a guy in the college next door who has an unusually very similar resemblance to me and carries my family name (interesting…*alien theme music*)
Some guy in school has beautiful eyes…don’t mean that beautiful kind… his eyes look like… so …uh... full of kohl... with perfect eyebrows.. (Didn’t stare long to see his eye lashes)... weird *alien music….again*

Ah…I’m done for now…I’m going to bed…nighty night!

tomboy and evilmarch's cozy little space

2005-08-11T02:38:00.000+04:00

tomboy and evilmarch's cozy little space

whts goin on :s ???

another day in life

2005-07-28T20:14:00.000+04:00

well....its been a long time since i wrote...
recently i have become so lazy, dormant and inactive...
i got a bad flu today... and yet i have been told to cover the van...(sucker)
i got a bunch of omani cousins comming tommorrow...(oh dear dear dear)
anyways...
life has been so easy for me these coupla weeks... everything sucks in it though...
i spend my days and nights either sleeping, stuffing myself, watching tv, going online (not to get anything useful in it anyways) and doing house chores...
i miss my friends so bad....those in the country and those out of it... wonder what are they doin now...probably stuffing themselves like me...
i need something new in life...this is a sick situation im in...
ill go sleep to think it over...
goodnight...
over and out..

ps... babysitting can be fun (if you have some tranquillizers) *teehee*

uh...

2005-07-13T16:06:00.000+04:00

uh.....didnt write much for long...
too lazy i guess....
tried to look for a job....didnt get one....so i ended up shoppin
shoppin is great fun (trust me)
im cravin cheesecake again...
n cookies...
i just got a new matress..
raz (mrs lonely) left for south africa yesterday...
im bored
im sick
i gtg
bye

oh well....2

2005-07-08T16:18:00.000+04:00

oh well...
this is me talkin....
woke up groggy....had to cycle to the mall to pick up uncle huggy...(for those who dont know the story....ill tell ya later)
oh well...
lunch was superb....but my cousins (actually my unlces and aunts) kept pickin out the mushrooms from the mushroom sauce and settin em aside.....aaaaaaaaargh!
i eventually became a very bad girl lately (i asked my friends to slap me last night)....and i got a headache...
i got a five year old auntie who is givin me a headache coz she fighting with my nephew...
oh well...
blah blah blah....i havent got much to say
oh well...
i'll see u guys some other time

late night hallucinations

2005-07-04T18:31:00.000+04:00

Ok…here goes
Its 0030 am now as I’m typing this pointless school-like essay
Let us put this in bullet points:
1. I’m sleepy
2. I’m confused
3. I wish I was true to myself
4. I’m a traitor (in some serious cases)
5. I’m thinking about going to Jordan
6. I really feel like eating cheesecake
7. I sleep cuddling a teddy bear (ends up on the floor in the morning)
8. Eventually I started biting my nails again
9. I’m so spoiled (thanks to my 4 sisters)
10. I got my phone back *yay*
11. I really miss my cousins in Oman :( all those: Al, Am, Fu, Imu, Pshi, Bachu, Spider and all
12. My residential visa is still not renewed
13. I need to go clothe shopping
14. Blue are gay
15. Most boy-bands are gay
16. The shirt I’m wearing right now is gay
17. Sigh I’m so bored
18. Goodnight

Ps….love conquers all

oh well...

2005-07-02T14:47:00.000+04:00

Hello!!
lol...so excited this afternoon yet dormant...thanks to the shit flu that hit me hard this morning...
im still in my new strawberry pajamas which im crazy about at the moment (dont ask why..).....oh well....

i feel so horrid today....well it started last night or early mornin...uh...lets say 3am....i was so bored i tried doin some push-ups and i coundnt! I COULDNT! i felt so horrid i finished a whole packet of chocolate chip cookies (with hazelnuts)....oh well...

my neck is cramped...bad!...ugh...i cant move it so well....
oh well....

eeeek!

2005-06-30T22:19:00.000+04:00

eeeek!
i got my desktop back....ive waited for 8 months for this baby to come back to me with all the pictures music and memories....im so ...so....happy! ive been jumpin around like ive just taken an ecstacy shot!
hubby...ehem...i mean evilsmarch has been awake for 33 hours recently and needs a new phone....he eventually stole my dp...and sent me a cute song instead (good trade huh?...nah...lol =P)
mum nearly got a heart attack when i told her her tricylcle was stolen....blame my failing vision....
oh well i have to spend some time with my new homecomin baby...
n teddybear gets all the hugs n kisses of these lonely nights (without my phone)

adios amigos....

bugger

2005-06-30T15:12:00.000+04:00

oh bugger....
bugger bugger
i had to wake up early...AAARGH...and why? because we got guests for lunch as usual...bleh
anyways...what buggers me most is this person whos supposed to be just a name in last years diary....is callin..emailin...and tryin to keep touch...sayin things can still be right....Mr....fuck off...please...
argh...bugger...bugger
bye!

hohum 2

2005-06-29T17:51:00.000+04:00

sniff....sniff....boohoo

my sister lost her phone in a club two nights ago and now i had to give her MY phone....for a whole week until she gets a new one....i miss it so bad....u knw sometimes u dont miss something until its gone...hohum

just finished a new piece of art called "characterz" it is basically expressin that evn though people might seem the same but everyone has a unique character...

im stuffin myself with marshmallows...and i have a van to wash...

my day sucks today.....not much but i knw ill end up spend the evnin watchin channel 1...or perhaps some dvds...

boohoo...i feel lazy...inactive and kinda insecure...
bye...

ps: evilsmarch.....hello!....the most inactive blogger ive evr seen...lol